Sammie has been working overtime on editing and uploading several blog posts I had written previous since I have been too sick to do anything but sleep! This has been ongoing but in the last few weeks it got really bad. I have been tired and had really bad nausea, I even had to take a week off work to just stay in bed. You may be wondering why i'm Writing this but I just wanted to update you on my life. Anyway when I told Sammie about this, she pulled out of her cupboard this stick thing that she told me to go to the bathroom and pee on (so weird), she thought I was pregnant.
Ha ha ha ha pregnant, really pregnant no way! I may have the same symptoms as what you had when you were pregnant but no way am I pregnant. Sammie being Sammie forces me to pee on this weird stick thing. 2 lines appear, Ha what did I tell you... not pregnant (I may have not have read the sample diagram on the side properly, just being myself not reading nothing!) Sammie being weirdo Sammie is just standing there saying nothing. She then said "Let me get you my last one just to check". I knew I wasn't pregnant but just to make her happy i'll do it again. 2 lines what did I tell you definitely...NOT PREGNANT. "But Jess 2 lines actually means a positive reading, your pregnant,your having a baby! Oh how I remember this conversation so clearly.
Ha ha ha ha pregnant, really pregnant no way! I may have the same symptoms as what you had when you were pregnant but no way am I pregnant. Sammie being Sammie forces me to pee on this weird stick thing. 2 lines appear, Ha what did I tell you... not pregnant (I may have not have read the sample diagram on the side properly, just being myself not reading nothing!) Sammie being weirdo Sammie is just standing there saying nothing. She then said "Let me get you my last one just to check". I knew I wasn't pregnant but just to make her happy i'll do it again. 2 lines what did I tell you definitely...NOT PREGNANT. "But Jess 2 lines actually means a positive reading, your pregnant,your having a baby! Oh how I remember this conversation so clearly.
Wait, hold on shit those 2 lines are positive? I get a YES answer from someone who is screaming crying literally jumping around. Then there's me sitting on the loo (TMI?!)staring at this test thinking shit there's a human inside me i'm actually pregnant like actually having a baby. I didn't know how Ty would react because when we had talked about kids, he said he wasn't ready and I can't say I was ready either. I mean we are still kids at heart, everyone knows I'm the biggest kid going round,and we are having one. I was shocked to say the least. Then the waterfall of Jess started running down my face, have I said this already i'm having a baby.
Ty and I are both very surprised and shocked, but at the same time excited and every other emotion there is to feel. We are now 12 weeks this has gone crazy fast before I know it I will be a mum, ohhhh crappppp! This is just flying past me, even though at times it has been hell! I (my sister and Ty) found out a few weeks ago , I told my parents and Ty's parents the week after we found out (they had to keep the secret which for my family is a struggle, they had to keep it in OR ELSE) and then the rest of our family and friends found out last week, I had about 5000 people crying over me and the baby in the last few weeks ha ha. I oviously waited till the 12 week milestone before I told everyone else besides family and friends just incase God forbid something did go wrong . I've had 2 ultrasounds and heard the heartbeat of this little human being inside of me, and it was truly incredible actually this whole thing is incredible! This is the biggest surprise that could have ever happened, i'm just about to get married in November and now a baby is on its way CRAZY right! I'm shit scared but I live in the moment take each day as it comes, so i'm sure I will be fine, i'm a big kid looking after a little baby ha ha ha.... it could work! So basically if you can't be bothered reading any of the above and skipped to here... i'm having a friggin baby aghhh... excited... YES...nervous...HELL YES! But with all the support I have around me I will be fine. I hope this post was ok, I have read re read, edited re edited what seems like a million times, I mean how are you supose to tell the world you are pregnant in a blog post ha ha! Oh and one more thing I would have attached my ultrasound pictures and bump pictures but that would have given the whole thing away!
Xx Jessica