2014.. New Beginnings New Adventures

Life brings you the most unexpected things. Sometimes its amazing, sometimes its really quite shitty (mind my french) but I think no matter how shitty a time in your life it is for a reason. I recently filed for divorce and have basically become a single mumma. As heartbreaking of a time this was/is I believe that is for a reason and Its something for me to learn from, and something like that and im sure other people can relate it makes you feel stronger. For awhile, while I was married I was a very negative sad person and people were starting to see that. But I think getting a divorce was the start of something new and as corny as this may sound a new begining. My life was just same old same old, Being what a good wife should do trying help my husband at the time out of a deep state of sadness, trying to be a good mum and spend as much time with my son, trying to be a good buisness owner and run my buisness. While TRYING to fit time in for family and friends. It all just involved the same old trying to please everyone. Everyday was a routine I knew what was going to happen EVERYDAY and that becomes very boring. The only thing unexpected was what mood my husband was going to be in and what he was going to do today, which isn't something exciting. 

Once I had filed for divorce, it was a really sad time it was really tourture, because you still care and want the best  but you just can't physcially do anymore for that person. It was a time that forced me too look at my life reflect, spend a lot more time with family and friends. It was also a time for me to focus on me, and where over time I realised that things happen for a reason.  Spending time with my family and friends bought me happiness and a sense of fun in my life, and seeing my son having fun is one of the most beautiful things and it makes me happy because things must have felt like routine to him too. Same environment,same games, same food. After listening to podcasts every night of motivational speakers I have learnt that life is a party you can either wait outside the party miss out and let life go by you, or you can join in and think positively and enjoy the party that is life! Routine and having everything same same can make you sad but if you just change things up a bit, you notice that little bit of happy light shining through. Im not saying it will be easy or it will work for you but I feel like if you spend a little time focusing on you, and not all the negatives in life and have a bit of adventure things will start to change in your mindset and once your mindset changes your life can change. This year for me is a year for adventuring the world, experiencing new countries and new things, focusing on my fitness and focusing on being the best me I possibly can be! I wish you all the best for 2014! And I hope this year is the best year yet for you all! X x Sammie